Slaughter the parents!

  I don't think I have ever been that tired to actually forget I had some chocolate left. Thanks to literature, I've got that feeling down as well. But at least it is over now and I can calmly worry about physics. I mean, it's only a hundred pages, right?
  I have probably created myself one of the worst habits possible. Or well, I consider it a habit. I just start hating people for no reason. Or well, it is more like I have been angry at people(occasionally, meaning at least once a week) and then I decide that I hate them. And this is repeated like some sort of weird mantra in my head. But even when I am not angry at them anymore, the mantra still continues. Or well, I am just walking down the street, minding my own business and another wave of repeatedly thinking, "Daikirai." appears. I don't think this is a good sign.
  On the note of more positive things, the score is 1:0 with Red in the lead. Or well, it should be. Because headaches are darling things that keep you up at night and overtiredness does not really let you appreciate happy stuff. Though thinking back on it, I am sort of happy. I was actually really confused about it until my pole vault competition solved all mysteries. I managed to jump over 3 meters....and I could care less about it. So prepare for weird questions and even weirder statements.
  I have time. And I am planning to use that time for drawing. And by the looks of it, it will be manga, which means that it will be quite horrible as well. I have no idea why I am even trying. Just ignore the mental images. Just ignore them.
 And by the end of the week, I will hopefully be free. And then my summer will begin and for some reason, I am hoping I can spend a part of it in solitude. Because again, I do try to think of my own happiness from time to time and solitude seems exactly like something, that could provide said happiness. I should be more rational, but if I was, there would be a lot of stuff different. Because my own happiness and wants do not seem to share any common interests.