Altering realities.

I should probably make this post quick and short. Because we do have our first performance tomorrow and a little bit of sleep wouldn't be bad.
 Today's most awesome points were the half an hour I got to do nothing and the moment when it started raining like mad. Oh how I love the weather.
We arrived this morning with my German(or codename Cabbage, since the Germans were smart and at one point in Estonia realized, that when saksa was mentioned, then it was about them) and we had still half an hour before the others would arrive. So I went to the chairs(which make quite the convenient bed) and started listening to music. And while doing that, I started imagine these quite nice(although impossible) what ifs. And I enjoyed myself a lot when doing that. So I was quite annoyed when it turned out that some people were going to be late and we had to do some theater excercises in the meanwhile. But at least my mrning started out well.
 The rain brought me on a new idea as well. And I love the rain so it cheered me up a lot. So I have been bouncing around like some ball of happiness, getting along with people whom I usually don't socialise with and do silly stuff.
 But I loved the what ifs the most, cause they were so lovely and it is quite curious to think about them. they are absurd, they have no base, yet they kind of cheer you up(despite the fact that you are listening to not so happy music). Just like these small mistakes that happen in the pratice of the play. I mean, isn't it nice when you suddenly lose your stomach? Finally you seem less pregnant(because a pillow under your shirt does look like you're about eight months pregnant) and everyone gets to laugh as well.
 So this should be about it. Ah yes, I like huggy people, I have huggy people around, I'm leaving a lot of weird impressions here, but I don't care and the dream I first saw when I arrived was retarded.

I had no coffee today,
H.