- First the excercise, then the shower! Not the opposite.
- "I want to kill everything in sight" still applies.
- I didn't know how uncomfortable I could feel without a ring.
- I'm slowly becoming a coffee addict.
- Ohne dich ist alles doof.
I don't like the fact that my mood depends 90% on Random stuff and 10% on the weather. The opposite would be much more pleasant, because there is like...only one weather factor which manages to ruin my mood. It is called cold. Yeah, not that fond of cold.
So about our day two. Waking up was neat, although I was still tired. Breakfast was breakfast and then we made our way o the school, where we received a warm welcome, a tour and then we walked to the theater building, where we started focusing on the play. On the tour, the most pleasant sight were the attic and the library. The attic was huge(it had a tower as well) and was filled with awesome old wardrobes. So we dubbed it the Room of Requirement(slash gateway to Narnia). Because there were super Random(not my words, mind you) things there. And it was filled with wardrobes, which probably meant, that we wanted to go there. On another note, they had solar panels on their roof( the oldest ones were 15 years old and all of them were self-built. Those panels produce about a fifth of the electricity the school needs). The tower was also quite awesome(we found a dead pidgeon there). The library had its own Chamber of Secrets(I mean...it was in a cellar and what the hell does a library need a sink for?). The library was currently the meeting place of the government of the school. Meaning they had this interesting project, where the school would become a country for a certain amount of time(with their own money, government and such). The previous government(or was it some sort of Minister?) was removed, because they were plotting on creating a dictatorship. Which brought us also on the topic same topic applied to our own school. Mirko promised me that I would become Prime minister if I'd join his plot to take over that Treffnerian country(we agreed on a constitutional monarchy. He's the king). There were also a lot of chess boards in the library. It made me think how awesome it would be to just go and make this one starting move. And perhaps see other stat playing as well. Like...each time you pass by, you make a move. Of course it wouldn't work out well, since one can never know which turn it is or who it is that you are playing against(probably a lot of different people). But the thought in itself intrigued me.
The amount of times where I have thought, "It would be really awesome if someone with a red thread around their pinky finger walks past me" has occurred too many times(because I started wearing my red thread again. Thanks for noticing by the way.). So yeah, killing everything on this planet seems nice again. Though tiring. But well, the longer I am in this state, the more likely it is that I will end up getting number by the day. And the number I get, the better.
I purchased myself a mug with my favourite saying so that I could drink tea at any time of the day and feel loved at the same time. Oh how lovely this world can be sometimes.And it appears that I have lost a person to rant to as well. This makes me wish that I could control the effect I have on people. To save them from getting hurt(and me from feeling guilty about it. I think we established that I am selfish in an earlier post.). But if I could control the effect I have on people, then why not wish that I could control my feelings as well? So yeah, life is a bitch because if it's easy, then you are doing it wrong.
But the company I have here isn't bad at all(for I mingle with both the German and the Estonian group, belonging to neither). So I will try to forget my(non-existent) worries for some time, wear a frakk(because my English is giving up on me) and battle with the awesomeness of speaking three languages at once.
I should get used to overtiredness and an unhealthy amount of coffee,
H.
Did you know that the red thread/string is not only the sign of destined love, it is also a talisman in Jewish beliefs and it's protects the owner from the "Evil eye". So... bravo! You are getting double profit out of it.
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