Rambledom?

 Dealing with flights can be bothersome. And I still have to write a rant to the Germans because there isn't enough football in the program(why do I rant? Because I am the favourite child of the main enemy so to say and I have, in theory, a vocabulary to rant with). Oh well.
 Although like two thirds of you already know this, but I started this weird project. It involves covering one of the walls in my room with quotes written in calligraphy letters. I have no idea how it'll turn out or how long it'll take me to finish it. But I shall try my best. And I got to search for awesome quotes from Lulu. They are quite enlightening and support me when I am blaming everyone else for my problems or decide to do something.
 I have finally caught up on Fairy Tail. It's kind of sad, but now I have something to look forward to every week. And I have two months' worth of anime waiting for me. Not to mention the movie schedule that is currently being developed. It almost seems like a busy summer. And then I thought,"Hey, why not make an Erza costume as well?". Because I've been feeling very determined to do stuff currently.
 Feeling very determined might be caused by my lovely...mood from last week. It feels like I am trying to make up for it. Like trying to reach the peak as fast as possible. And I also managed to convince myself in changing...which hasn't been showing really but I think that it might help me a little in the future. Or I just might scare people off. But either way, I am busying myself with thoughts about trying and not being afraid(as in I finally show my Gryffindork side...I never thought this would happen), because I have a nice premonition. Wanna bet that my good mood will be gone by/on Friday?
 I recently discovered that love is not beautiful. The question popped into my mind one day and it was sort of astonishing, considering that I had always considered it a beautiful thing without thinking actually. As to why the question popped into my mind...I better not talk about that. Dark days, dark days...
 Another thing I thought about and discussed with my imagination was bringing fictional characters into reality. Our mutual agreement was that we would not want them here. Because I have already created myself the perfect image of Lulu and as my imagination so fittingly put it, if he'd exist in real life, then I'd find out he wasn't that perfect after all. which would be another great disappointment of many. And this disappointment would be only the tip of the iceberg. So I shall hope that technology will advance to the point where it is almost lifelike and live happily ever after. Yes, Lulu is and always will be my obsession and he was the one who raised my standards. Ravens are always appreciated.
  Another thing I'd like to mention is that my previous post does reflect part of my emotions, but the ending is complete rubbish. It has nothing to do with what I feel, but the story was already going so down that I could possibly not do anything else than add a sappy ending to it. Perhaps I tried to create myself some fake hope. And perhaps I succeeded. The title however is the name I gave to Chiaki's shinigami sword. It should mean Dream god, though I am probably missing a no there (in which it would be Yume no Kami or Dream's god.)
  Curiousity is a curious thing. I actually realised that if I could be given the option to kill someone and get away with it, I would do it because I would like to know what it feels like. How about you?
  I've also been itching to make some sort of incredibly fanfictionish post here, namely something for the Potter fandom, but I doubt I will ever get there. But it would be nice if I could write something again(I've kind of getting used to writing these nonsensical texts and facepalming when people fail to notice the importance behind it). Yes, it is that bad.

Coin tosses are fun, I had another crazy idea, I feel kind of abusive right now,
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