I currently would like to claim that I hate my dreams, but that is not quite the case. I am just upset at the tricks my mind is playing me and I am not sure what for. At least I gained some knowledge out of that dream.
I want to write a guide. Yes, I mentioned it in the previous post. I am just wondering if I should actually start add examples there or not. Heck, I even thought about posting it here at one point. But I think it shall go into the document I have named with an incredibly long title: "for rants, that tend to linger on my mind much more often than I'd like them to". Or something like that.
So now I'd like to do a character introduction for those awesome characters that have hidden themselves into several different dark corners of my mind.There are seven altogether: Chiaki, Lelouch, Suzaku, Daniel, Charles Senior, Charles Junior(usually I simply refer to them as the Charles') and Motivation-san. Three of them(Lelouch, Suzaku and Charles Senior) have been completely stolen from their respective anime(this is plural...I think). So let's start with the simplest character to explain and also the youngest: Motivation-san.
I have no idea why I address her as -san, considering she can never be older than me nor earn my respect. I had no idea she existed until this oh-so-Ran-like voice started yelling nonsensical encouragements. But well for some reason she stuck and tends to sometimes yell even more nonsensical encouragements. She hasn't been much of use, just like the name implies
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Next we have Charles Junior. He is a Kishin(Google Soul Eater) in a five year old boy's body. His mind is sort of like that as well, he decides whether he finds a human pretty or not and according to that you either die a gruesome death or a more gruesome death. He can't stand ugly people, so he kills them. He loves beautiful people so he turns them into one of his paintings. I'm not going into details with that one. But he usually pretends to be this cute and sweet boy as long as other people have something he wants. He has no memories of what was before he turned into a Kishin, but it probably wasn't nice or else he wouldn't have gone mad. I have no idea, how old he is, but he has been around a while, so his child's mind has developed this slightly mature edge which I can experience the most when he is simply glaring at me before continuing with one of his paintings(a normal one, luckily. If he isn't busy with killing people, he paints beautiful paintings with the normal kind of oil paint.). He is also immensely attached to his teddy bear [Yes, its head has been torn off once. Yes, Charles was the one who did it. But he fixed(read: had it fixed)it later.]
Charles Senior is probably the oldest and he is a Chevalier(Google Blood+). I have this really weird attachment to him, which is deepened by the fact that the Charles I am referring to is the one from the manga adaption. He doesn't appear in the anime(another Carl or Charles appears, but he is nothing like my Charles. At least in my biased opinion). But anyways, he's a blood-sucking monster who despises humans and after he lost the favour of his creator Diva, he has been doing his own thing. Yes, he is quite attached to Diva. But it might have been me reading too much cross-overs, but then I started thinking it would be awesome if he'd be existing somewhere in my mind. I have a nice location imagined where he should have resided at first. I should sketch it down at some point. But yeah, he hates humans and amazingly so, he doesn't talk much.
Daniel is a vampire king(no, not the sparkly kind one. Nice try though). He is this flirty character, who constantly smirks and always is two steps ahead(a male Chiaki so to say). He is a mad hatter and very possessive as well. I am keeping this incredibly short, because you will basically find out his personality when you read about Chiaki. They're really not that different.
Suzaku(I'm leaving Chiaki for last) is the one who is doing the job Motivation-san is supposed to do. He urges me to be hard working at moments and he is kind and gentle and very adorable in his own way. But he can be kind of an idiot, very stubborn at some points and incredibly easy to bully. But he keeps Lelouch company.
Lelouch is basically copied from Code Geass(or well, his history and maniacal laugh. Ah...his laugh...). His personality might have suffered the damage of being left open to a fangirl. So he is my courteous black knight, in shiny armor with his awesome superpower and a good mind. And I could probably go on and on, on how awesome he is, but the main two things that one should know about this one in my head are a) he apparently can't stand me and b) he constantly complains about the lack of space. Anyways, this base type character(with the stereotypish looks an all, only under different names) has managed to sneak himself into almost every story I have thought of. And it has been only two years since I first found out about him. Ah yes, my Lulu dislikes being called Lulu(can't blame him though, I find that nickname ridiculous). Owari(the end).
Now last but not least, Chiaki. Full name is Kuroda Chiaki and she is my all-purpose type character. She is the character, who just conveniently enters the story(knowing two thirds of the actual plot) and then acts as this sort of constantly smirking mentor. She usually is on the good guy's side and is special one way or another. God's daughter, rather powerful shinigami, the super rich and traumatized kid who accidentally broke the machine which just so happened to bring a bunch of anime characters into her world, you name it. She can be everything. I would say, call her Mary Sue, but no one really falls in love with her. Because she has her Lulu stereotype. Not to mention she can be immortal as well. But yeah, she likes to help the characters whose side she is on, she usually recognizes the good guys(two thirds of the plot!) and well she is either incredibly useful, or of no use at all. She is sort of an actor. And she likes to mock-cry, fake mock-hurt to the point of being overdramatic (as seen in the post before the last one). Her personality always has this nuances that change depending on the situation(and the story). My all-purpose type character.
Funnily enough, although Chiaki has her stereotype character, I don't think I have ever couple her together with the actual real deal. Well neither have I tried inserting Daniel and Chiaki into one story( but Chiaki isn't exactly the type to go to Hogwarts as well...). Though I am sure Chaos would ensue if those two ever got into one story. I must shudder at that thought.
And now this final last idea. There are people, who understand you well, really well. They can tell if something is wrong and they usually try to comfort you then(whether it is successful or not, depends). You can write about your feelings and later when asking them, they can basically tell you what you want to tell the world. And then there are people who are two world's apart from you. No matter how much you try to talk with them and understand them, your biggest ability to tell that something is not right is simply based on incredibly misplaced behavior. You won't get to know them really and sometimes, when you try, you get hurt in the process. And then after a while, the most stupid thoughts pop into your head. Heh, best friends but nothing changed. Pffft. Fun fact is, that said person won't remember this as well.
I am not suicidal(I just started wanting to get hit by a lightning bolt for no real reason. That wanting was incredibly amazing though.),
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