Let me love you~!

There's a new Cardfight Vanguard anime out. And Kai makes an outfit change. I must definitely brush up on my chibi drawing skills. My brother is convinced that I am retarded. Can't blame him with me freaking out every two seconds. And the plot tends to be interesting as well. Though there was an awful lot of non-Kai in it. If it doesn't change in the next few episodes I am going to be disappointed. It was even bad that they threw him aside like a rag-doll when he had served his purpose. Only to emerge once to tell Aichi to remember what sort of fight he wanted to have. And to smile afterwards when the tournament was won and the bad guys had been turned into good guys. So much for fan service. My hands are sort of dead right now thanks to practices I had yesterday and today. But I am quite satisfied with what I have been doing lately. I wonder when I actually start doing the proper full 22 meter run. Not in the near future I guess. On the same topic, I am again amazed again because people can be nice towards me. And I am still not used to it. Especially if it is a person whom I haven't talked to all that much. And then she goes all "I was waiting for you." and I am confused as to why the hell she would do that. But it was a pleasant surprise nonetheless. My brain is slow. Extremely slow. I realize things about a couple of hours(sometimes even days) later. It is really weird and somehow amusing at the same time, for I tend to sit in the bus when I suddenly get hit by the realization. Quite weird, but buses have been lately been the place for good realizations/decisions. Usually I console myself or solve problems sometime in the evening, when I am sort of tired and willing to come up with logic that it is actually possible to apply it to real life. Yeah, the best decisions come in the evening. Today in literature we had this article about vocal culture and written culture. It pointed out the differences between those two and went on to talk about how vocal culture is possible and why it is that the written word is not necessary. And how those two focus on completely different things. So we discussed the topic in literature and we came to the conclusion that both are illusions(that the memory of previous events is lasting longer, if you reck my less). But it got me thinking that I probably should start relying a little bit more on memory rather than the notes I make. Whether I actually will bother with it or not, I have no idea. My father came home. I am no longer in need to eat away my sadness(as my coach put it when I complained that I have been eating way too much lately). I am in this happy state of mind where I am in such a happy mood that practically everything seems like a good idea. I quite enjoy it for things always seem so interesting or generally there seems to be stuff happening that sort of disturb some sort of routine. What kind of routine it is, I have no idea. But yeah I am currently happy and life is a flower. Unless I have a headache or any other aches that exist out there.But I've got painkillers for that one. I swear there was another topic I wanted to talk about but I currently can't remember. So I'll just go on telling you all that I am now the second Toots(though I have no idea how fixed this arrangement is). And I have the lucky chance of telling the germans that adding a love story to the outside story(because we won't be doing "Kevade" only, we're going to include this background story on how we got to performing it) is quite a ridiculous idea. The chance that I receive a 200 word reply is quite possible but I was promised that I will get a few likes and the support of my teacher. And by now I have happily remembered that something has changed in blogger and this new posting layout creeps me out, because I have no way of knowing how long my post will be and the preview button is for the weak. The idea that it won't be back to its usual is also sort of disturbing. So I will be very confused for the next days when I want to check something and what not. Yeah, I am already tired of the topic. I had an other topic which I wanted to talk about but of course I managed to forget that one as well. More reason to do some sort of memory exercises. But I've been social lately. And people talk to me because they are bored. It's funny because they start the conversation with something along the lines of insanity. I should talk to those people more often. Waking up at 4 AM is nice(all sorts of sarcasm intended), H.