So Scandalous

My father just came into the room, made some weird sounds and said that it was from Avatar. Yeah, that happens when I decide that I am very bored at a Saturday evening. I started watching Avatar and my father joined me. Oh well. It seems that being curiously queer runs in our family. Along with sarcasm and humor that involves insulting people. Anyways, I have several reasons why i decided to write this post. Number one: I have something to rant about(No surprise there). Number two: Windy demanded a new post. It is very moving that someone actually likes my rants and what not and I find it amusing that somebody likes my writing style(I'm not particularly fond of my writing style since I lack the vocabulary for it. This blog is differing from usual writing style since I am not attempting to apply my non-existent vocabulary on it, I just write what comes to mind.) So here I am, trying to write a post. I have this stupid feeling that I shall start with today's events and then move on to topics that came into my mind yesterday(because that was when I thought of writing a new blog post). So I'll start ranting about my oh so precious internet connection, which is currently being so NICE. I have no idea why, but for some reason my internet tends to become awfully slow at some point and it irritates me to no end(especially when I want to listen to music which I am too lazy to download). So yeah, it is being very nice. Now to balance things out I shall talk about my awesome walk with Windy(which was more like sitting on a bench although this time there was no sunshine to lull me to sleep. Bizarre I know.) Because this walk was very awesome and now I have chocolate and realized for the Randomth time that Windy is a wonderful friend and I have no idea how I have deserved awesome people like her in my life. But yeah it was an awesome talk and we discussed very weird topics (and she ended up calling me weird for some Random reason). But my wonderful memory is so short and bugs me with other things so this is all for the walk. though as a side note, thanks to the walk I ended up home so late that I didn't have to burn down the kitchen. I am very pleased although my mother does not seem to agree with me. Oh well. We always have next week. Before the walk I had practice, which was very tiring(which means that I was a half-zombie afterwards). And before practice I had my usual Sunday routine(get up, do that little homework we had and then spend time until practice). What disrupted my usual Sunday routine was my brother, who had too much energy left from Saturday and decided to call me were-bear. And those jokes have been continuing all day long. He'll probably forget them by tomorrow though. If not tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow for sure. But my morning began with math homework(since I had done English and German on Saturday for no real reason), which was sort of nice although I still have one exercise to solve. Oh well. But even before that I had another weird dream(one could say Random even). I have been having them a lot lately. It might also be related to the changes in my sleep pattern. Why my sleep pattern changes,again I have no idea. But it doesn't bother me that much right now, since the sleeping pattern hasn't changed for the worse. Oh well. Saturday could be described as a headache(literally). But I did get some stuff done and thanks to the strong dislike of thinking I got very inspired and wrote a short scene about the world being destroyed. What was even better, I got to spend time with my dad while watching the movie(although there wasn't a lot of talking going on I still like the fact that I got to spend time with my dad). And I got cake~! And I meowified the iPad that was meant for the winner of the Physics Olympiad. I had fun while doing it. So let's trace back to Friday! but before that we make a skip to Sunday. Because I forgot to mention the fact that I am losing it again, judging by the fact that at one point half laughed half cried for no reason(I was running from my brother) and when I laughed like a maniac because I managed to mishear Windy which cause a misunderstanding(Butter cream...). So back to Friday. It started out with debating in German which was very awesome because I am an argumentative person(although my arguments are very weak in every argument I ever participate in.). And then after a quick trip to school( I was and still am very hug-deprived) I made my way home. Where I got to discuss the topic on numbers. Which lead me to an explanation why I like the number eight. Which led me to youtube, searching for a particular video. I found it and in the end, there was a piece of very nostalgic music. Which led me to listening to that piece of music. And I have done so ever since. Also, Windy using caps lock is scary. Especially if she continues afterwards as if nothing out of the ordinary happened. Oh yes, very scary indeed. And now I want to say a word or two about uncertainty. It was part of the conversation Windy and I had and later on the bus I started thinking about it. Because I am still a shaky card house, I came to the conclusion that while I am weird/messed up/twisted enough to accept uncertainty(or see the potential of progress in it) I am too much of a coward to actually jump into that uncertainty. Which is kind of depressing, since we need people who are ready to overcome that uncertainty to make the world a better place(or make a new discovery about cancer). Well, there goes my Noble prize. Because I really planned on getting one.On a complete other topic which I wanted to address some time ago, I actually can connect to anime guys in a completely bizarre high school anime. I admit that I killed off my feminine side with that statement. But I'm sure she didn't mind. She only spluttered a little when I stabbed her repeatedly. And how do I connect to those guys? We share the same opinion on skirts. And they are real gentlemen. And they have awesome roleplays. Very awesome roleplays indeed.

I choose you, Pikachu!
H.