Contact lenses are so wonderful. They always decide that the perfect day for not cooperating is a day when I have a headache. Wikipedia claims I have migraine. I am almost starting to believe that. But that's beside the point. Not that I would have a plausible reason(that's a phrase you are going to hear at least once more.) to write a blog post. Windy has been so kind and sent me a lot of music, because I wanted to discover something new(and English). I love the music she has sent to me so far, now it will only be a question of laziness and time until I actually have them on my iPod. So now let's have a short recap of what I've done since Sunday. I've slept, met people, failed at practice and was in general very unproductive. I still have to send that personal information sheet to my german teacher(I wonder if she needs it quickly? I think there was some sort of talk like that...oh well). Very unproductive indeed. But to top it off I pretty much had an emotional breakdown(it's an exaggeration, but once I've dubbed it as emotional breakdown, it stays an emotional breakdown) for no plausible reason. It was short, caused by the most pointless things(there were two triggers, one more pointless than the other) and made me feel sort of better about myself later. And it all would be okay and stuff unless there wasn't this NICE dream I had today. Oh well there is no helping it. I am pretty much feeling really unhappy right now. And what annoys me is that I feel unhappy although I have no plausible reason to. So I decided to go search myself the cheesiest romance anime that I can find. Although this will happen later, when I have finished business of all sorts.
Okay I am an emotional mess currently. And I probably have a plausible reason for that. But it doesn't make sense, since it has never happened before. But then again, I was sure I would need painkillers since Monday. Haven't needed a single one. Oh well it's almost positive. Except for the fact that I started crying for no reason at all right now. Though it was quite short-lived(aka two tears and that was it.). Maybe I should find myself some tearjerker instead(because I don't think I have the willpower to watch Clannad again. Although the only problem is that it is long.). But I just might watch Clannad as well. And I wanted to talk about all sorts of different triggers, but I don't think I have the right mindset currently.
I drew something weird again,
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