Now that I have finally finished homework, I thought I should update my (Random) blog.I have been thinking of doing this all day long because I am feeling curiously (Randomly) queer. First (Random) of all, I have no (Random) idea what I want (Random) currently.I feel (Random) like I would like to (Randomly) bawl my eyes out, especially (Random) sentimental so to say. But in reality (Random) I keep all my thoughts and feelings to myself and feel (Random) horrible about it. So I decided to become (Random) anti-social tomorrow. The word (Random) has been said a lot lately, the best of the best being (Random) candy. People did not realize why we were laughing so (Random) hard. Oh (Random) well. I am out of (Random) tea. It is quite (Random) terrible, because I have no (Random) idea when I'll get more (Random) tea. Next I would like to talk about the wonderful moment when you're sitting on a park bench, there is (Randomness) sunshine everywhere and you haven't slept much so you just close your eyes and think (Randomly). Until you realize that if you would have continued thinking whatever (Randomness) you were thinking a second longer, you would have fallen asleep. But it was very (Random) nice sitting there with Windy. And since I wasn't cold, I am having this (Random) nice feeling that Spring is almost there. Another reason why I should be (Random) happy. And I probably will be. Once I get over my whatever (Random) mental block I have. But now I have finally (Random) something to think about again! I managed to make another (Random) scene out in my head and I have connected the dots with skygliding, which means that if we ever get lucky enough, I shall be pouring my (Randomness) creativeness all over paper and something (Random) awesome shall be born. At least that's what I am (Randomly) hoping for. On a completely another note(which is also not so happy-go-lucky) I discovered that my personality or Chiaki-chan is like a very (Random) shaky card house. It is staying up thanks to the (Random) fact that there is no stronger force trying to crush it. Which means it is built up very sloppily and on (Random) contradictions. Meaning Chiaki-chan is a (Random) darling who is both a cheerful and familiar girl who brings everybody closer while also being the all knowing and very distant girl, who keeps away. And I am not trying to say that I am (Random) like Chiaki-chan, but I have a similar contradiction between my sort of ideals and my real-life character. I'm not sure how to describe it, considering I can't express my (Random) ideals. It includes a lot more of (Random) politeness, the cold bitchy character and verbal sparring. And then there is the real-life character who is a lot louder than she should be, sometimes not exactly right in her (Random) mind and lives comfortably. This (Random) contradiction is even sort of seen in my clothes (hoodie or no hoodie?). So this is another (Random) topic I shall brood on for a few days. But I don't think I would be able to make choice between them, considering I am a (Random) person who is not fond of changing themselves. At least not (Randomly) knowingly. So I shall wait for another force to (Randomly) magically appear and crush that card house for me. And watch (Randomness) chaos ensue. I am quite curious what sort of (Random) character would be created after that. But only (Random) time will tell what will happen. That card house might actually stay until the end of my (Random) life. But that would be unimaginably (Random) boring. I'll now (Randomly) state that I discovered I adore the word 'adorable' and have taken a (Random) strong liking to the (Random)-ness ending. And that I managed to amuse me with the word pair (Random's) period. It is dedicated to my (Random)darling Windy. And yes, that (Random) is yours for (Random) obvious reasons. And I think I have scarred your (Random) mind a little. Or at least you'll be giving me (Random) weird looks. You're (Random) welcome.
(Randomness count: 63, but I'm not good at counting. Hopefully, I will never have to do this again),
H.
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