The cake wasn't a lie...until I ate it.

A very Sundayish Saturday. Maybe it is the people I have been seeing today, the fact that my father said he'd go to the shop to fill the fridge or the fact that we ran out of milk(we usually have about 6 liters of that stuff at home. So...how???) but I was quite shocked when I at one point realized that it is Saturday. But then I felt happy, knowing I'd have another free day. So what that there will be this little thing called Homework that might require some attention. For now it is all rainbows and unicorns. I shall ask about Math homework tomorrow.
Now a hundred years later( read: a shower, a lecture about spaceships and stuff and a conversation history later) I shall move on to the darling topic that my favourite card game anime has ended. Turns out that the only useful thing in the last episode was the bishie's smile. Oh well, there was something about the main antagonist that made me think for a few moments that he was very cute. I have no idea what ruined that impression. Majesty Lord Blaster probably. Their naming sense got worse with every episode. At least I have new japanese pronounciations that amuse me to no end. Also there was another anime that ended(and it was the lovely anime that made think about why I am not a high school boy.). Guess what they did? That's right, they used the ending as the opening. I'm not going to start my rant here. Especially when people are able to read about it on a post already.
Now is the moment where I'd like to point out that I got myself some cake. I was very content until I realized that there was no milk(and my brother had just stolen my cup...). Let's say my brother spent a good ten minutes on the balcony. He was suffering, I assure you. But since there was no milk, I could not enjoy the cake to the fullest(apple juice just isn't the same...). It is a shame since I haven't had chocolate cake for so long.
I'd now like to talk about two emails I received some time ago. They were both related to fanfiction. Fanfiction that I wrote. It is amazing that after almost two years of no activity, I still get emails that notify me that somebody has read(and liked) my story. It almost makes me think whether I would like to continue where I left off. Though at this point I'd like to mention that I am not sure which one I am afraid of more: Katrina(who actually reviewed some time ago..and seems sort of angry) or Akira(who was a character similar to me). The welcome I'd receive would end up with something fairly horrible I believe.
Also on a completely other note, I suddenly remembered the U-bahn today. I think it had to do with some sort of smell that lingered in the air but I can't be sure. But well, it is the U-bahn. It is fun.

Milk tea,
H.

Procrastination at its best.

I would ride the train of darkness willingly, if it would save me from the school of boredom.

In truth we only live on a small flower that is going to be plucked soon and that's the end of our world.

What's the point of parallel universiums? It's probably exactly the same as ours, so they know that we're here and trying to get here. But what's the point? I mean, you'd find the exact same things here. Is it that much of a discovery when you can travel to the parallel universium and eat a piece of gum that tastes exactly the same like the one back home?

If your point of view is too long, it's pointless.

Having a cold is exactly like cutting onions. You can't help but cry every time you cough or sneeze.

60% of my brain isn't under my control 40% is crazy. I guess you should be happy.

Black, white, white, Black, white, white - this logic is racist in so many ways.

If I could draw, I'd dedicate my life drawing a masterpiece. Sadly, I can't draw, so I'll spend my life by ruining other lives.

Just a fun thing I found in one of my numerous notebooks. I haven't made any changes, so for any complaints please turn to the past me.

I had quite the cold there,
H.

Because some men just want to watch the world burn...

Oh hey vacation is about to end. I don't mind it, since it seemed just like a really long vacation to me anyways. I am very happy with today actually. Or that's what I thought while freezing on a bench with Windy. And hey, that freezing session motivated me enough to find myself some gloves. Ah, there is nothing better than yellow gloves. For now at least.
The reason I actually started this blog post is because I finished watching an anime episode. It was an anime that ended for now. I am not pleased. At all. My main problem is that this is the third one this week. And there is more to come. Although this means new anime, it is still quite maddening for various reasons.
First of all, two out of three animes did a real bad job on wrapping it up. I'm sorry but if the anime starts with the main character being dead and the rest of it is pretty much one big flash back then I expect to see the main character dead at the end of the series. Not gaining some new power and the two other main characters(who had sacrificed themselves just a few minutes/episodes ago) miraculously doing the same. It makes no sense whatsoever, especially when people have repeatedly said that the human body cannot withstand the swan song and just because one of them lacked the needed guts to pull it off, it does not mean that everybody survives it. It kind of kills off the purpose of the swan song: to get a ridiculous amount of power and then die because your body can't take the power. And to say that the main purpose of the enemy was to shoot down my beloved full moon did not make it better. But the concept of the moon being a curse is very nice. Even if it had to be the Babel tower.
My next problem is that they start the last episode with the ending and end it with the opening. Now I wouldn't have anything against it except that it gets quite tiring when you see several animes do that. Within the span of two days. It makes it seem as if every anime will be only watched by one group of people, who won't watch any other anime or something like that. Also the endings tend to be sort of...less awesome? I skip them usually since I don't like them as much as the opening. So I am not too pleased with having to listen to the ending at the beginning. Skipping it there would also be an option but I prefer not too, since I have just made myself comfortable and couldn't be bothered with moving.
So that's my rant on animes that have ended(in a very unpleasant manner in my opinion). I only gave you examples of one but I might want to mention that it turns out I was wrong about the typical shoujo anime I ranted on some posts ago. They did not pair up with anyone, it just got really...retarded? I'm not even completely sure what happened. Pretty much two thirds of the aliens went home and left the main character crying, but not unhappy. I sort of hope that they won't make a sequel for it, because they never bothered to explain anything to begin with. So I can only imagine what the hell a Rinne flower is and why creepy dude so evil looked, but still never anything evil did. Ah, I want ice cream.
Now I shall rant again on anime, but this time it is my favourite card game anime that has managed to make me go berserk with fury. I was really looking forward to this week's episode, since the main character who promised to never use his awesome powers that make him go all evil looking and make humiliating other people his only goal in life(besides getting stronger), was going to use his powers again. I have no idea what I was expecting but it was certainly not him summoning a card from another deck( "That card is from that deck that made Big brother act weirdly!") and mildly humiliating his opponent. I guess I was expecting him to go all out and more humiliation but that was too much to ask for obviously. I only know that he'll have an identity crisis next week(and not exactly on the right moment considering that it is the final round that decides which team is the best in Japan and the opponents are plotting world domination. Leave it to japanese to make things m-o-re dramatic) and that he will merge the good and bad side in him. Y'know the usual stuff. I wonder if I'll be sad if that anime ends. I'm looking forward to the cold-hearted, misunderstood,orphaned character to smile though. Ah, the joy of previews.

I made tea,
H.

Acid tea, ey?

Contact lenses are so wonderful. They always decide that the perfect day for not cooperating is a day when I have a headache. Wikipedia claims I have migraine. I am almost starting to believe that. But that's beside the point. Not that I would have a plausible reason(that's a phrase you are going to hear at least once more.) to write a blog post. Windy has been so kind and sent me a lot of music, because I wanted to discover something new(and English). I love the music she has sent to me so far, now it will only be a question of laziness and time until I actually have them on my iPod. So now let's have a short recap of what I've done since Sunday. I've slept, met people, failed at practice and was in general very unproductive. I still have to send that personal information sheet to my german teacher(I wonder if she needs it quickly? I think there was some sort of talk like that...oh well). Very unproductive indeed. But to top it off I pretty much had an emotional breakdown(it's an exaggeration, but once I've dubbed it as emotional breakdown, it stays an emotional breakdown) for no plausible reason. It was short, caused by the most pointless things(there were two triggers, one more pointless than the other) and made me feel sort of better about myself later. And it all would be okay and stuff unless there wasn't this NICE dream I had today. Oh well there is no helping it. I am pretty much feeling really unhappy right now. And what annoys me is that I feel unhappy although I have no plausible reason to. So I decided to go search myself the cheesiest romance anime that I can find. Although this will happen later, when I have finished business of all sorts.
Okay I am an emotional mess currently. And I probably have a plausible reason for that. But it doesn't make sense, since it has never happened before. But then again, I was sure I would need painkillers since Monday. Haven't needed a single one. Oh well it's almost positive. Except for the fact that I started crying for no reason at all right now. Though it was quite short-lived(aka two tears and that was it.). Maybe I should find myself some tearjerker instead(because I don't think I have the willpower to watch Clannad again. Although the only problem is that it is long.). But I just might watch Clannad as well. And I wanted to talk about all sorts of different triggers, but I don't think I have the right mindset currently.

I drew something weird again,
H.

Strawberries are irony.

I thought I wouldn't do a blog post today, mainly because I was sure I would be busy with other things and there would be no reason for me to write. But this other business has irked me to no end so I am here, pouting about the colour orange. Yes, I am that bad with computers. No, you're not supposed to understand what I am talking about. Oh well. Vacation has started and surprise, surprise, I am spending my days by sleeping as much as possible and doing nothing productive. To make it even better, it currently feels like another weekend for me. Maybe I'll realize the difference later, when it's close to midnight and I still haven't gone to sleep. And this other business keeps getting more irritating. Ah well, I shall let Windy mess with it a little. And she is done. Ah how curious my brain can be. So I'll move onto safer topics. For example, I cleaned my room today! Now it is clean for two days and I'll be happy with it being clean and by the end of the week I won't care whether it is clean or not. Still can't do anything against the second principle of thermodynamics. Not that I would try from the bottom of my heart or anything. So now that it is vacation I should have more free time, therefore the internet will quickly become a bore to me hence I should try to entertain myself with other things than the computer. And I have a few fairly good ideas on what I could do. For example I could try learning to type with ten fingers(for I have tried it but it usually has been a busy day so I have quickly given up on it because my patience is non-existent). And yes, I am aware of the fact that typing with ten figures occurs on a keyboard. So my ideas are a little bit more computer related. But I'm not complaining and no one else has a plausible reason to do so. My second idea is also computer related because I thought it might be a good idea to become more c++ friendly. We'll see what become of that. My third idea was to practice writing with my left hand, which is quite Random compared to the other two, since I will probably never need that skill. But I had so much fun practicing it in September and October, I figured I should give it a try again. What could possibly go wrong? Nothing...probably. Oh well, one can only dream. Speaking of dreams, I am again on the really-weird-but-oddly-nice-dreams wave. The only downside to it is that I refuse to get out of bed in hopes of falling asleep again and seeing another awesome dream. But the only ones who are bothered by this are my parents. So no worries with that for now. And I just managed to space out again. I've been doing that a lot lately and while I am very satisfied with the Random content of those, it is not exactly polite to do so while another person is talking. I think it is a temporary thing and that will pass sooner or later. Oh well. I'll just try to focus more on the conversation and see what will happen.

Orenji(Because japanese pronounciation is so amusing),
H.

The migraine yelled biased obscenities at the grapefruit.

Which means that procrastination is a nice way to pass time instead of studying for a geography test. I mean who needs to know that Uganda is one of the biggest providers of coffee? I certainly don't. But it seems that the world does not care about my opinion. Which is obvious for various reasons but I'll point it out anyway, since there is this close to zero chance that at one point, it'll actually start caring. And then payback's a bitch. No I am not a person obsessed with revenge. And what's this denial thing you people keep telling me about? It sounds shiny. Pointless, but shiny. Since I am not really in the mood to let off steam(read: I have a headache for what? The 4th time in the past three to four days?) I'll only rant a rant which was forgotten last time. And I'll keep it short. So it is about my wonderful obsession with anime. Or rather its pairings. Our topic will be the usual shoujo/giant robots/friendship is everything/ but the enemies will always fall for us and we will fall for them etc. anime. I pretty much spoiled everything now. Oh well. The anime is called Rinne no Lagrange and it is neither bad nor good. But thanks to years of watching anime I am able to predict most of the pairings that are bound to be there. The only thing that actually makes me wonder is the pairing of the main character. Because the first guy I was so sure about to be paired up with her is actually a little bit too similar to her. Which leaves another guy who was going to murder her in the middle of the day but decided against it when she came crashing down from a roof with a cat. There are certain contradictions to it but I'll just have to wait till next week when they actually get to fighting each other again for their noble purposes. Oh well. I am not that hug-deprived anymore. People like being mean and any motivation to write left me this instant.

I should probably get to bed,
H.

So Scandalous

My father just came into the room, made some weird sounds and said that it was from Avatar. Yeah, that happens when I decide that I am very bored at a Saturday evening. I started watching Avatar and my father joined me. Oh well. It seems that being curiously queer runs in our family. Along with sarcasm and humor that involves insulting people. Anyways, I have several reasons why i decided to write this post. Number one: I have something to rant about(No surprise there). Number two: Windy demanded a new post. It is very moving that someone actually likes my rants and what not and I find it amusing that somebody likes my writing style(I'm not particularly fond of my writing style since I lack the vocabulary for it. This blog is differing from usual writing style since I am not attempting to apply my non-existent vocabulary on it, I just write what comes to mind.) So here I am, trying to write a post. I have this stupid feeling that I shall start with today's events and then move on to topics that came into my mind yesterday(because that was when I thought of writing a new blog post). So I'll start ranting about my oh so precious internet connection, which is currently being so NICE. I have no idea why, but for some reason my internet tends to become awfully slow at some point and it irritates me to no end(especially when I want to listen to music which I am too lazy to download). So yeah, it is being very nice. Now to balance things out I shall talk about my awesome walk with Windy(which was more like sitting on a bench although this time there was no sunshine to lull me to sleep. Bizarre I know.) Because this walk was very awesome and now I have chocolate and realized for the Randomth time that Windy is a wonderful friend and I have no idea how I have deserved awesome people like her in my life. But yeah it was an awesome talk and we discussed very weird topics (and she ended up calling me weird for some Random reason). But my wonderful memory is so short and bugs me with other things so this is all for the walk. though as a side note, thanks to the walk I ended up home so late that I didn't have to burn down the kitchen. I am very pleased although my mother does not seem to agree with me. Oh well. We always have next week. Before the walk I had practice, which was very tiring(which means that I was a half-zombie afterwards). And before practice I had my usual Sunday routine(get up, do that little homework we had and then spend time until practice). What disrupted my usual Sunday routine was my brother, who had too much energy left from Saturday and decided to call me were-bear. And those jokes have been continuing all day long. He'll probably forget them by tomorrow though. If not tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow for sure. But my morning began with math homework(since I had done English and German on Saturday for no real reason), which was sort of nice although I still have one exercise to solve. Oh well. But even before that I had another weird dream(one could say Random even). I have been having them a lot lately. It might also be related to the changes in my sleep pattern. Why my sleep pattern changes,again I have no idea. But it doesn't bother me that much right now, since the sleeping pattern hasn't changed for the worse. Oh well. Saturday could be described as a headache(literally). But I did get some stuff done and thanks to the strong dislike of thinking I got very inspired and wrote a short scene about the world being destroyed. What was even better, I got to spend time with my dad while watching the movie(although there wasn't a lot of talking going on I still like the fact that I got to spend time with my dad). And I got cake~! And I meowified the iPad that was meant for the winner of the Physics Olympiad. I had fun while doing it. So let's trace back to Friday! but before that we make a skip to Sunday. Because I forgot to mention the fact that I am losing it again, judging by the fact that at one point half laughed half cried for no reason(I was running from my brother) and when I laughed like a maniac because I managed to mishear Windy which cause a misunderstanding(Butter cream...). So back to Friday. It started out with debating in German which was very awesome because I am an argumentative person(although my arguments are very weak in every argument I ever participate in.). And then after a quick trip to school( I was and still am very hug-deprived) I made my way home. Where I got to discuss the topic on numbers. Which lead me to an explanation why I like the number eight. Which led me to youtube, searching for a particular video. I found it and in the end, there was a piece of very nostalgic music. Which led me to listening to that piece of music. And I have done so ever since. Also, Windy using caps lock is scary. Especially if she continues afterwards as if nothing out of the ordinary happened. Oh yes, very scary indeed. And now I want to say a word or two about uncertainty. It was part of the conversation Windy and I had and later on the bus I started thinking about it. Because I am still a shaky card house, I came to the conclusion that while I am weird/messed up/twisted enough to accept uncertainty(or see the potential of progress in it) I am too much of a coward to actually jump into that uncertainty. Which is kind of depressing, since we need people who are ready to overcome that uncertainty to make the world a better place(or make a new discovery about cancer). Well, there goes my Noble prize. Because I really planned on getting one.On a complete other topic which I wanted to address some time ago, I actually can connect to anime guys in a completely bizarre high school anime. I admit that I killed off my feminine side with that statement. But I'm sure she didn't mind. She only spluttered a little when I stabbed her repeatedly. And how do I connect to those guys? We share the same opinion on skirts. And they are real gentlemen. And they have awesome roleplays. Very awesome roleplays indeed.

I choose you, Pikachu!
H.

Silence can be misinterpreted.

That's only one of the several things I have realized in the past few days, but first I am going to start off with a few words or word pairs which will help me later what I wanted to rant/talk/be amazed about. Pole vault practice. Random messages. Anti-socialness. Productiveness. Silence. Women's day(?). Tea. Full moon. Rain. Bruises. Weekend routine. I'm now currently contemplating whether I should pick a Random word or try to talk in a chronological order. Let's start with something simple: I have a nice large bruise on my leg, because I managed to slip yesterday. Twice. It's a shame since it was the first time this winter and it hurt a lot. But I know have a large bruise on my knee and it comes in various bluish-purplish colours. I love the colour scheme, I honestly do. And I also want to talk about hair. Just a side note. So I would now move onto Tuesday, where my plan about being anti-social went down the drain, but I still found the day oddly enjoyable. It had it's own cons and pros but in the end I was very satisfied with it. Although it was very hug-deprived. Just like Wednesday and today. I want a hug...was a phrase in one of our Random messages Windy and I exchanged. They were all very Random and I discovered that I am not the only scent pervert in this world. This little thought seems very comforting. Also, today was Women's day which gave me several very different emotions considering how weird this little day was. I got food which was a very positive thing. Especially when the principal of our school and the Leader of Interests(Windy's vocabulary, not mine) came to our class and offered us candy. A lot of us found this very moving because in our previous schools nothing like this would've happened. Not only that but our darling classmates were working very hard on folding paper flowers for all the girls in our class. The only downside of this sweet act was that I was sort of forgotten(at first). But then they asked if everyone had gotten a flower and then I was all like "Yes, I happen to exist too..." and got my paper-rose(which resembles the way I draw roses...). This made me think a little, but I ignored it since I had Glenkill(a murder investigation done by sheep). Add in Random exchanges with Windy and you get a perfectly normal math class, where paying attention is almost impossible. But let's face it, my self-discipline is close to zero. So moving on...to the title. It is funny how people can ask me personal questions and when I stare at them blankly in silence, breaking it with a meow once in a while, they assume that something is going on and complain about me keeping the interesting details for myself. While in reality, there is nothing to talk about nor would I want to say anything about the topic. Oh yes, silence can be very misleading. Another reason to love it. The sort of least important but also one that kept me in high spirits all day was that I had a great hair day. I managed to find my straightener today and my hair was being tamer than usual so it looked better and I was very satisfied with it. On the topic hair there is also this weird fact that for some reason, I seem to love the hair of the opposite gender more. At least this very peculiar thought occurred to me when I was trying to think of a female whose hair I adored(as in no matter what day, what year, what time and what weather condition existed, I still like the hair) and none came to mind. Yes, yes very biological. So I've been trying to think as to why it is that way. Maybe because their hair is shorter? Or less abused? Ah well, another something to think about. Besides Random...ness. Now moving on to the topic of productiveness. I was yesterday morning a very restless soul and cleaned my room. On my own accord. Shocking, I know. But it was very nice, because I had something mindless to do and it was very calming. Lately, there have been a lot of things around that are very calming...Oh well. Also since yesterday there was no school, I could apply my weekend routine(which means waking up and falling asleep again) to yesterday and I had a very pleasant dream. But that was not the only productive thing I did. I also got myself some tea, since we had none and am now happily on my not-so-happy-go-lucky Earl Grey again. But I don't mind the not-so-happy-go-lucky-ness, I love the scent of that tea. Possibly even more than the taste. Which actually makes me think what do I love more? Taste or smell? Suddenly, there are a lot of things to think about. It's going to be a busy spring break(which is actually only a week from now...wow. Time flies fast.). Another lovely thing was the full moon, which has come to visit again. I wonder if I'll get to see it tonight as well? And I would kill for rain. Not someone Random, but a weirder or stranger with unknown origins, sure. Ah, I miss it so much. A walk in the rain with the moon occasionally showing its face does not sound bad at all. If it was Random, it would be even more awesome.

Shiroi kami(I am out of ideas and that was the word pair that I currently heard. It means white hair or god depending on the kanji. Probably god. But if it was hair, then i would like to mention that if I ever get to write my skyglider idea, then Chiaki would probably not make the cut as main character [although the character would definitely have white hair like her. White hair is a must]),
H.

My (Random) Rainbows

Now that I have finally finished homework, I thought I should update my (Random) blog.I have been thinking of doing this all day long because I am feeling curiously (Randomly) queer. First (Random) of all, I have no (Random) idea what I want (Random) currently.I feel (Random) like I would like to (Randomly) bawl my eyes out, especially (Random) sentimental so to say. But in reality (Random) I keep all my thoughts and feelings to myself and feel (Random) horrible about it. So I decided to become (Random) anti-social tomorrow. The word (Random) has been said a lot lately, the best of the best being (Random) candy. People did not realize why we were laughing so (Random) hard. Oh (Random) well. I am out of (Random) tea. It is quite (Random) terrible, because I have no (Random) idea when I'll get more (Random) tea. Next I would like to talk about the wonderful moment when you're sitting on a park bench, there is (Randomness) sunshine everywhere and you haven't slept much so you just close your eyes and think (Randomly). Until you realize that if you would have continued thinking whatever (Randomness) you were thinking a second longer, you would have fallen asleep. But it was very (Random) nice sitting there with Windy. And since I wasn't cold, I am having this (Random) nice feeling that Spring is almost there. Another reason why I should be (Random) happy. And I probably will be. Once I get over my whatever (Random) mental block I have. But now I have finally (Random) something to think about again! I managed to make another (Random) scene out in my head and I have connected the dots with skygliding, which means that if we ever get lucky enough, I shall be pouring my (Randomness) creativeness all over paper and something (Random) awesome shall be born. At least that's what I am (Randomly) hoping for. On a completely another note(which is also not so happy-go-lucky) I discovered that my personality or Chiaki-chan is like a very (Random) shaky card house. It is staying up thanks to the (Random) fact that there is no stronger force trying to crush it. Which means it is built up very sloppily and on (Random) contradictions. Meaning Chiaki-chan is a (Random) darling who is both a cheerful and familiar girl who brings everybody closer while also being the all knowing and very distant girl, who keeps away. And I am not trying to say that I am (Random) like Chiaki-chan, but I have a similar contradiction between my sort of ideals and my real-life character. I'm not sure how to describe it, considering I can't express my (Random) ideals. It includes a lot more of (Random) politeness, the cold bitchy character and verbal sparring. And then there is the real-life character who is a lot louder than she should be, sometimes not exactly right in her (Random) mind and lives comfortably. This (Random) contradiction is even sort of seen in my clothes (hoodie or no hoodie?). So this is another (Random) topic I shall brood on for a few days. But I don't think I would be able to make choice between them, considering I am a (Random) person who is not fond of changing themselves. At least not (Randomly) knowingly. So I shall wait for another force to (Randomly) magically appear and crush that card house for me. And watch (Randomness) chaos ensue. I am quite curious what sort of (Random) character would be created after that. But only (Random) time will tell what will happen. That card house might actually stay until the end of my (Random) life. But that would be unimaginably (Random) boring. I'll now (Randomly) state that I discovered I adore the word 'adorable' and have taken a (Random) strong liking to the (Random)-ness ending. And that I managed to amuse me with the word pair (Random's) period. It is dedicated to my (Random)darling Windy. And yes, that (Random) is yours for (Random) obvious reasons. And I think I have scarred your (Random) mind a little. Or at least you'll be giving me (Random) weird looks. You're (Random) welcome.

(Randomness count: 63, but I'm not good at counting. Hopefully, I will never have to do this again),
H.

CHOCOLATE!

Now a weird nice song about chocolate started going off in my head. Oh well, I deserved it. Mainly since I have been craving for chocolate since 9 o'clock in the morning(Damn Geography!) and because there have been lots of weird nice songs going around in my head. And mood swings. How I love those. Also I am easily distracted. Very easily distracted. And thanks to that, time passes very slowly. Okay, this is a very brief overview on what has happened today or overall or whatever I want to rant about. But I'll start with my favourite topic that was not mentioned but is bound to be in my posts, my dreams. Today I woke up in a dream. It was very disorienting since now there are certain scenes which I am not certain if they actually happened or not. All I can say that there was some good food there. Very good food. Yum. Moving on smoothly, I would like to point out that I went to eat lunch today with the intent not to be hungry afterwards when I am in practice, but in the end, the first unhazy thought I had was that I was hungry. So much for that. Practice was actually quite enjoyable today, I really liked it as opposed to the last two or three practices. Now on to the distraction part. Lately, I have been unable to concentrate on paying attention in class. It really bothers me, since I start thinking about irrelevant stuff and then my thoughts will fly quicker than time, which means it will seem to me as if we're moving at a snails pace. I manage to bore myself out within the first five minutes and afterwards paying attention is practically impossible. So I expect my grades to sink(although we have a very language-filled period, which means that it is hard for the grades to drop) to an all time low. And that's about it I guess. I have been philosophizing about things(if I remember correctly), but we can never know what it was about. But it probably was a good idea.

Sugar is good for your soul(this was not the sentence I had been planning on posting at the end and I remembered anyways that I read Take My Heart Away, which seemed surprisingly short, so I guess I'll have to read it in estonian),
H.