"I really shouldn't..." she started sulkily, but she was cut off by Daniel.
"That's it. I'm putting you into quarantine." The brown headed Vampire said firmly. The mental cheer from the others was not subdued an inch.
"Why?" she whined. "Because you're being way too dramatic about this." Chiaki explained, hitting the girl with a book. She only kept sulking as the yellow and black striped plastic ribbons sprung to life and wrapped themselves around her, secluding her into one of the corners.
She kept on sulking, in silence for once.
***
On occasions like this, I can't help but think whether it is always because of me that people suffer.
It seems like the only logical reason. So what's the deal?
Should I either keep on going like I am now, only with slight more caution, never allowing to say myself anything which might later come and cause a tragedy?
Or should I tell all the people I know all the bullshit I've caused and watch them turn away from me?
I don't want to be alone, but I hurt people with my thoughtlessness and selfishness.
I simply want to bash my head against a wall and make it end. Another selfish deed it would be, but hey, it would be the last one, wouldn't it?
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