- My mind breaks every now and then
- My tolerance has reached a new low.
- Ohne Dich is alles immer noch doof.(Okay, that's something I just made up. Referring to random Random people, but not the first Random people)
The pros of not having a boyfriend:
1. You don't have to worry about what you eat.
2. You don't have to bother be pretty.
3. Your mind won't explode from all the thinking you do.
4. You are pretty much more sane, because there's no stress to eat you away.
5. You actually have courage to speak your mind.
6. Your opinion of yourself won't hit an all time low.
7. You don't have to worry bout anything.
8. You won't feel disappointed if the other party doesn't try.
So yeah, this out-of-date-blog deserves an update as well. Which means that I just woke up from another dream which sent me hurling through bad moods and low tolerance. I swear I am going to hit someone in the near time if I don't get out of civilization soon.
Alas, I have yet another week or two to manage.
I'm slowly losing my faith in my healthiness, I really feel that I am never going to be alright.
Which is depressing.
The feeling, that there's actually only so little time until you are completely excluded from the life of a person you were supposed to be close with, is also quite depressing.
But for now, I shall find the fun in the fact that I met a person from Singapore. At the hospital. Fun fun fuuun!
The only reason I started writing this post is the list above and the nice feeling you get, when you have friends over and you eat good food and enjoy each other's company. Although we were lacking two members of our usual gathering.
Today must be a good day,
H.
P.S: Love turns into a battle once I've been declared war on.
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