Letters from the Dead.

Dear weirder,

How have you been? I probably shouldn't ask, for I am bound to get no reply, but it is part of the protocol to ask how the recipient of the letter is doing. So now I shall follow with mindless rambling.
 Today on the bus I discovered a few things. It does not matter why or how I got on that bus, but it is merely a fact that bus rides make me think a lot of different things. So now on to the discoveries. I realized that I can lean back slightly so that I can look at the sky. It is much more interesting than the never unchanging scenery I have gotten used to in these years(I believe there are a lot of them). Also, the colour changes in the sky are amazing. My head kept darting back and forth to comprehend the change. It was truly an amazing sight.
 A stop later I discovered, that my hands had the smell mixture of soil and sandwiches. I liked it a lot, for it reminded me of the day I had just been through. Although remembering it now makes me feel kind of sad. I am one confused individual.
Lately, I've begun to lapse back into my weird impossible fantasies. It makes me somewhat happy, because that will mean I won't have to be afraid of sad and teary nights again. What is slightly baffling though is that my source of comfort has become Kai, whom I have somehow moved on from. But I guess it might be because unlike Lulu, his story is not complete yet. There is no conclusion. There is nothing certain. The story hasn't taken shape yet.
 It's also nice to know that I've got a lot of things that can take my mind off things if necessary. But there are also a lot of things that are being applied to me with slight pressure, which are of course perfect for their timing, since school is starting. There are so many things I am supposed to do, so many things I want to do. This school year will be busy as well. I guess I'll never be able to break my way out of the art school habit. Workdays from eight to eight. Though I hope it won't get that busy. But you never know.
 But one thing I do know which I surely want to do is draw. I haven't done a lot of it, but these past few days I have actually sketched/drawn things. It is kind of nice not to take them seriously, not trying to perfect each detail and throw in some random and not really accurate shading. I should stick to chibis though.
 I feel that tomorrow will be a nice day, because I get to listen to songs accented with rain pouring as background sound. I thank you, wearder, for making this possible.

I am again obsessed with Earl Grey,
H.