Up until this morning I was in this kinda sad, depressed state, which now thankfully has disappeared. Having a ton of weird dreams in a row is not nice. Realizing that I'm not the only one who hasn't ordered a ring from school is very nice. I can now stop blaming everything on growing up in Germany. But I'm still gonna miss it when times are tough. Cause yesterday I was missing it so badly, that I now need to make up for it. So I'm prolly gonna talk in that pretty language starting tomorrow. And I'm gonna make sure I have no accent! Cause I don't have one and I don't want one. I mean I'm already confused, because I'm wondering if people in Hamburg talked differently from other people. That would mean I would have a Hamburg accent would it not? But I have no way of finding out, since I lived my whole life in one town. And plat deutsch has never been a strength of mine. Currently, I am rereading my notebooks which I used for creative writing in seventh and eighth class? Probably. But I'm laughing at my own stupidity. I've never known how to speak English and I probably never will know. Quite the positive outlook I know.What else can I rant about? My obsession with bishies, but that's irrelevant, considering that there has never been a chance for me to live my life without bishies. But now they gang up on me and give me a heart attack while they're at it. On a completely other note(that expression probably doesn't exist but who cares, I ain't British), I started reading Liar Game, which is quite awesome considering how smart the people are there(except the main character). But well, 120 chapters are through, only 64 more to go. And since I've started reading there was only one chapter added. Going along with the manga/anime wave, for some reason I kinda wish I would go back to crushing on L-tan...it would probably make things so much easier considering that he doesn't exist in real life, I was so madly in love with him for half a year(which is a record), and he sets up real life standards that nobody can meet up(And therefore erase any problem I have with bishies.). On another funny note there's lots of K-tan's out there. I hope future me will know what I mean when she's reading this. SCREW THE RULES I HAVE MONEY!
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