x-mas,x-mas time is near...time for...

JOY! Cause vacation is coming! YAY!

I still have no motivation for writing any story...Since I've last posted something, I've had LOTS of new ideas...Damn the world for giving me so much ideas...

YAY! I have lots of christmas wishes...lots of 'em. Anyways, My parents are arguing about the christmas tree...they're arguing if it should be put on a small table, so it will stand out more or not...YAY! Yes, I YAY a lot...especially today...

And today, I tripped at the same time as my deskmate...are we spending too much time with each other?

CANDLES! That's what I'm getting from her(my deskmate) and my other good friend in class....

About the Sims-story...I'm too lazy to write it after all...but I can give you a sneak of what I've thought up(aka the only thing I thought up)


I sighed and sat down,glancing at the screen once before taking my book. But seeing the NEW CHARACTER message made me drop my book and turn back to the screen. I quickly clicked OK and watched as a character who looked exactly like me popped up. Her biography popped up. "Ashleen Cater, Aislinn's long lost twin sister." I read it quickly and continued playing. Right after that, Ashleen started flirting with James, which made me extremely mad. My character started fighting with her a lot. Every time she did, Ashleen would go crying to James. In the end, my character got into a fight with James and I stopped the game abruptly, but not before it could state "Ashleen is evil and has accomplished one of her goals." I wanted to groan, knowing that the next few days were going to be hell.

When the first period started, I wasn't surprised that a girl looking exactly like me was walking into the class. Except the fact that her blue eyes were twinkling in joy and she was smiling, being the exact opposite of me. James nudged me.

"Hey, she looks just like-"

"Me? No shit Sherlock."
The teacher cleared his throat and our small conversation ended. My evil twin smiled at me. "Nice to meet you, my name is Ashleen." She introduced herself and I felt like hitting my head against the desk.

There...I is not skilled and I know my flaws and I can't correct them, cause I'm an idiot....

Gingerbread,
H.

Who's da pro?

I'm da pro. I mean who else could cut themselves with a lollipop? Oh well. So here are going to be the pictures I made.

So this is a character from Shugo Chara. I googled his picture and then copied it down on paper(No, I did not press the paper against the screen)

And this is a picture of a chick( it kinda came with the term angel so yeah, it's not really from a manga). I love her wings.

The first week of school has been tiring. We already had two tests, a career test, a parent meeting and stuff. I'm like really tired. The positive thing is, that I have now Sims3. Yaaaay.
I already have a character. My brother has three. And they're in my laptop cause his computer is broken.
I'm starting to kinda lose interest in some anime. I'm just like gaah I'm too lazy to watch it. Crazy right?

And then there's the thing that I thought up a story where a girl is creating a family on Sims3. And then all that happens in the Sims game, happen in real life with her.

I really,really want to write it. But I can't seem to find the motivation for it.

I wish I had a person who draws manga well and then we'd team up. I would think of plots, he would draw.

Sunshine(or not)
H

When life gives you lemons...

...you have about 50 different ways how to spend half an hour not being bored. Yeah, haven't we all heard those funny life philosophies? But what I probably really wanna complain about is the newest Bleach chpater. But I'm not cause I know there's no point and I already posted something on mangafox...heh. Listening to Asian Kung-Fu generation! It's a japan band I actually really like...they have quite nice songs...I should check out that band Guild....maybe I'll start liking that one too...that would be awesome.Anyways, what to ramble about? Oh yeah, my thoughts are not moving...as in I have a writer's block that I can't even THINK of overly interesting stories I'll get tired off in a couple of weeks. It's quite depressing. But the positive side is, I found the House of Night series, which is awesome. I've read the first book in two days and I want more. Sadly, my friend who promised to lend me the books, is abroad right now. Had an awesome day, cause I didn't go to school. I was overly tired yesterday so my parents thought it would be smarter to let me stay home. I caught up with the recent anime, wrote something not so decent, read over my stories in my overly speacial notebook, went to lunch with my father, tried to follow crows until a helicopter came, and went to artschool. I actually drew something decent today. YAY! I really want to ramble about one of my friends, even though I actually have no reason to. Well except that overly stupid Physics homework, that I had to do,with my father's help(which meant he tried to make me think, whihc was a bad idea, cause it was 8 o'clock.) and she wanted to copy it. My best friend was sure that she didn't even open her workbook and I agree with her(sounds evil, but for some reason it bothers me). Oh well, I got to ramble. I want to ramble some more but I'm in a crisis with themes. Which is weird, cause before starting to write, I had a theme to ramble on. Oh well. I watched this TV show called Word War. It was kind of funny, cause there were words like mouth-to-mouth and suckle( I looked that word up). I felt the urge to rewrite my story in my overly special notebook, but I guess I'll just continue with what I now do: read that one scene over and over, and if I don't like it, I'll rewrite it and put the date to it. Kind of helps me to see how I'm progressing. I really like writing stories...It's just that I'm not so sure in my english and that makes me stuck. If I was hundred percent sure, I would update my stories on the internet pretty fast. Yeah, everbody's imperfect. Can't wait to see the results of the chemistry test(I really hope that it's a going to be a five, but I can't be so sure).Oh, now I remembered what I wanted to talk about. One girl of my art school told me this story: A mother thought that "lol" meant "lots of love". So when some kid's grandpa died, she wrote: Your grandfather died, lol. That's hilarious! Yet, I feel sorry for the kid.

Lol,

H

Akateen

Yah, that's the show I just watched...I was gonna show it to a cetain someone...but in the end, it turned kinda gay, so I better not...lalalala, just randomly singing and posting at the same time...I'm almost completely alone at home, and I'm just plain bored...YAAAAAAY!

Ehehe...

That yesterday(?) helped a lot. A lot lot. But nooow, I finally decided that I still needed to read the X-1999 manga...and discovered that I have to read ALL of the mangas CLAMP has published. Because if I don't, I will feel stupid. What I am excited about is that I realized how I can continue one of my fanfics(happy place!), so I'm going to do that tomorrow. And I'll need to go look around second-hand shops and hope one of them sells something taht looks like an Akatsuki cloak...Oh well, nothing more to say except that I'm happy ^^...and that I and my brother spend the afternoon sorting the money in our piggybank...Yeah, it was kind of boring.

Cya,
H

What's with me???

God...I feel so tired...and frustrated...I don't like him, I don't like him, I don't like him. I like Ulqui, I like Ulqui, I like Ulqui. Not helping. Wolf's Rain is an awesome anime and I just happen to crush on the main character and it just happens that he has about two girls who he likes or who like him. Yah, I hate it. With L-tan the mainly liking one died and well C.C...I tried not counting her. And Karen was a creepo anyway, I could count her out easily.Anyways, I like Ulqui...I'll try to stick with that. He's dead anyway(sad face) and he is more awesome than Kiba? I don't know, let's see what happens after I have watched Wolf's Rain's all episodes...And if it's not helping...maybe chocolate will. Or fanfiction. I feel so weird...But I feel a little bit better. ^^ Yup, much better...I should write more often. It would make me more happy!

I'm gonna rule the world and what not,
H

Yay...

Another post from me...yup...I'm seriously bored out of my mind right now...and who would bother writing anything useful when you can relieve yourself here? The most recent thing...I found out who GIR is...Yes, I knew he was from Invader Zim, but I've never seen it...oh whatever...and afterall I finally saw how he looked like...and I was OMG that's the Virus used in one of the chatrooms!(Y'know, crazy animepeople, who use pictures and make a chatroom and put it up on youtube?)Anyways...that's how it made me feel like posting again...sure, I was bored more than a hundred times, but I'm always too lazy to post...So yeah...

Today, after being two hours on the computer, I discovered that so many people have a talent in drawing anime...and I became jealous...so I decided to practice drawing manga/anime again...and I got a pretty picture^^! even thought my brother doesn't like it...it's probably because I wanted to get the evil smiling image with eyes open and stuff... Oh well...

If...only if I had a camera right now(I don't know where mine is and I doubt that my brother would let me use his), then I would make a picture and post it here...rigt now...Oh well...I guess I'm getting tired of writing this post...Maybe you'll hear from me more often now...

Bye,
H

What does extibored mean?

Well I have decided to try for the millionth time to make an somewhat decent blog. When something interesting happens,I feel depressed, happy or are just bored out of my mind I will write a post. So don't expect too much people. So three reasons why I have decided to create this blog. One, I'm bored out of my mind right now and too lazy to do anything useful(would you call a blog that is mostly made for yourself useful?). Second, the last past days I'm always feeling that there is not much left and I have a mental breakdown and go crazy. So it would be a good time to start a blog, yes? And third, I think I want to share my life philosophies with everyone. Even though they are not useful. Well let's make an example shall we? The word extibored. I'm sure it's not an english word cause I totally made it up. It means excited,tired and bored at the same time. Guess how I feel like now? You got it right, I feel tired and bored right now. So because I am oh so bored right now I write this blog post. So people who accidentally find this page, and may find the first post interesting, good luck with bearing me.

That's it for now,
H